Saturday, September 29, 2007

Darkness...the orgasm of life!!

Darkness… the orgasm of life!!

There’s a quality in darkness that makes it the orgasm of life!! It swallows you completely, and as you sink deeper into it, slowly ure masks fall off… and the demons in you rejoice as they r let loose… the intensity of emotions dat flow in dark are always more consuming and fuller… as ure not hiding behind the tunic of ure body… there exists no body in the dark. The multi-colored mask, one for every occasion and sometimes several mixed and matched, the camouflage we r so in love with is the child of the light… that very light which is the one preservative of the demons in you, is also your only salvation…
There are people who are uncomfortable with darkness and there are people who love the dark… the very attitude is the hint to your inner self which clings to its demons so dearly dat the definition of self is given in light of those demons…u may not even be able to recognize them… cause u think its human to make errors… nothing is perfect… you give dat excuse, the very accepted excuse… and it will stand you in good stead in front of ure peers, your folks… you love your demons and u hate the idea of calling them so… but darkness has that quality of making everything vanish… and your comfort level with da dark is ure acceptance of your demons… hate and love dissolves in da vessel of the dark…its pure confrontation.
The door of salvation is always dark… though your goal is light. Light in its purest form also dissolves every thing even the dark. There are no shadows in the world of light…no shadows dat you can think of…but the instigation is always through darkness…we must each find our way towards soaking in the dark!!

4 comments:

Anuj D said...

Well as u say, "The door of salvation is always dark… though your goal is light"... wouldn't that mean that all Darkeness is one or other form of a Shadow, and the path to reach that Goal of Light (as u pointed out) is simply a process of either removing the obstacle (object in the line of sight) of in going beyond the obstacle thus to reveal oneself directly infront of the Light (which is the goal, as u say)... Would u say so?

anusha said...

hmmm... commendable, the fact that you even tried to decipher... well it means a lot of things, the way u interpreted it is just one way to see it, tis piece is meant to be abstract, depends upon your logic bubble!! i have written it with two things in mind the literal sense and the idealistic sense. in the literal sense light is meant to be recognition, ie the eyes of others dat fall upon you, which makes you visible, all of us exist for others till we find a better way, till the time we are conscious of that we never feel ourselves completely, only darkness can do that... the attitude towards dark dat i've talked bout just reveals dat... in the literal sense demons are easy to understand, such as pretense, giving into outward factors to control your life and the like, i dont think i have to elaborate on that...

but when i talk bout the idealistic... darkness comes as the stage of recognising the unconcious in you, the stage of knowing that you are chained by you own mental abstactions and judgements, mere recognition is enough, as only then you can confront(as i've mentioned, and it goes without saying what are demons in this case)

light is when you are free completely, when you are no longer chained by your mind or for that matter anything... complete independence and freedom, shadows merely represent mind stuff!! which blocks your perception of things... i hope i made clear what i mean here in this piece... your say??

DHI DEVIL said...

Shall comment only if you still believe in the post . . . Cos I feel that when you wrote this post there was a Luciferian speaking from within.

anusha said...

Dhiraj i do still believe in the post... Its still as relevant as ever! Dont judge me because i meditate... :P